Nicole x
Hatin' on life // December 19, 2011 // 0 Comments

Lately I've been feeling a huge resentment over the way I chose to live my life the past two years. What started out as a break from studying for a year (when technically I don't think I needed it one bit, afew months could have sufficed)turned into a 2 YEAR LONG WASTE OF TIME (even shit doesnt last that long)

First there were innocent retail jobs that helped fund the lifestyle I chose to lead. In the midst of my greediness, I chained myself(11 months to be exact) to Bank A. I learned alot about banking- which was totally irrelevant to what I wanted to do. The job got boring and I decided to go for something relevant to what I've let myself believe I'm good at. My parents were hot on my heels to hear me say "Okay, I want to study now. Sign me up here" & I did. Infact, I got into 2 schools. But le stubborn me decided to join Company B and 'Put into action what I've been learning in theory'

I've learned absolutely nothing and my excellent grammatical skills are never put to good use because x thinks x's command of english is EXCELENTE when it sounds worse then Singlish + Jibberish combined. I don't feel of any use because x chooses to use horribly structured sentences in advertisements that my hands are ITCHING TO EDIT. But hey, sucks when you know you could do a better job being jel efe numero uno.

But admidst the times I found myself cursing at my life choices, I'm glad to have been able to do alot of things I never thought I could. I met the loveliest people who are now permanent fixtures in my life. Namely,

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I got to travel Asia abit (If you know my family, it has always been the US of A for us)But I'm tired of this 9-5 humdrum of a 'life' that doesn't fulfill me the way school does. I conclude that the working world sucks. It is unfair, biased, selfish, absolutely useless and I am bidding adieu to this for awhile; before I spend the rest of my LIFE WORKING.

To TL:DR it for you: SICK OF WORKING, SOOOO READY TO STUDY.

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